oh man... well yesterday i went Hamilton's first football game! it was pretty fun! i had a date =] and a couple of our friends went!

as far as the other guy... he didn't make a move, so whatever lol. he's just a classmate and a team mate in my video class.

My good friend Kelly... is freakin' grounded til i don't know when! and it really sucks cause she is moving this december back to colorado. ='[ and she's grounded, because of something stupid she did. it really makes me mad how people don't respect their parents rules!!! i know i used to be like that, but i've learned =] OHHHH IVE LEARNED! lol

I'm really really really really stressed out,i havemy SNEWZ video due in two weeks, and i just realized that as far as class time goes. our group only has like.... not even 1 week! and its really getting me stressed out! we only have like 90% of our intro done, and like only one video out of three done! we really need to hustle. I'm going to drive my group pretty crazy this week. After all, i am the captain of the group! =]   i just need to motivate them and what not.

I GET TO WORK TONIGHT!! AND IM ExCITED YAYAYAYYAYYAYAYYAYYAYAYAYYAYYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]!

and that's pretty much what is going on right now. oh and my date yesterday, Eric, is an amazing kid. he's in my same grade, but im OVER a year older than him and i just don't date people younger than me. hopefully he's not immature lol. he's funny, but i still have yet to know about him. i just really don't want a boyfriend at all. im scared to be in a relationship. plus we're moving pretty soon, and i just don't know when and it would be harder to leave a boyfriend... you know? i just want to be able to go on dates and see other people and have fun. High school is about FUN!!!!!!! =] nothing serious at all, ive learned that! and im glad God put me in my last relationship, because i learned alot from it! it just makes me happy that God puts me in situations that make me learn, it's the hard way to learn, but it's worth it in my end. =]

hey it'sbeen soo long since i have written in here! i only work

weekends so ill be here more often =]

I have the need to say that...

well school started almost a month ago for me and the first week of

school i met the most charming boy in the world! =]

There's just something about him! he's the cutest guy in the world,

and... well. he teaches me german =] it's silly, i know. i haven't been

feeling this way for a guy inquite a bit. i mean, sure me and my ex

were awesome together, but what i found out towards the end of the

relationship was that he was using me. we went out for 9 months

and he used me for 6. GREAT!!? i wasted my time, but i didn't think

that when i was with him. life just gets you up the rear sometimes.

but anyway.... i know im always like OMG OMG OMG LOOK AT

HIM I LIKE HIM! well this kid isn't my flavor of the week either.

there's something..... i just don't know what to do. he's a shy guy

and it sucks, but when we're together we talk all the time. i learned

today that he was born and raised in Santa Cruz, California and

that's awesome, because i used to live over in San Jose and that's

somewhat close =] so when we found that out it was rad.

i need some advice...

a couple weeks ago, i decided to be an idiot and tell him i like him

and that maybe we should hang out that weekend and i gave him

my number. i have NEVER been straightforward with a guy. EVER!

it even shocked me. i seriously started shaking in class. literally. it

was the most craziest thing i have ever done. i don't know if he likes

me cause he hasn't really said anything back... and i hate rejection.

but then again, he still talks to me and he's usually flirting with me.

it's a good sign, yes. but i just wish i knew how he felt. He's just so

shy. and i got his nu,ber yesterday OHHHH and he gave me a ride

home yesterday too... and that's cause he offered it =]  yet.. another

GREAT sign

he's just real shy. and i havegiven him so many hints... im just

gonna stop, i think. and wait to see whathappens. God has a plan =]

"whats meant to be, will always find a way"

im just very impactient sometimes, maybe this will just be another

lesson. ill be a more patient person.

Homecoming is coming up on the 30th of next month.

well... hopefully something will happen, if not... ill just keep waiting

and as far as me EVER asking a guy out, it will never happen lol

this kid is just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO adorable.

im dead serious though when i say it's different with him

I'll keep ya'll updated =]   

-Diana